Everyone here still makes such a big deal about dying. Is it the memory-loss that everyone's so upset about? It's not like we don't come back...


I'm glad I went with her. Even if- she got a little banged up, at least she didn't die or something. Don't want everyone she lives with getting upset about it. I'm probably the last person to question why she'd have them if she can't use the things, considering....

I just hope she doesn't tell anyone about that.

Nee-Nee's back! If she went home, does that mean she remembers Nii-Nii now?
I'm a little jealous though. She got to go home to see all of our friends while I was here. Oh well, Someday Shi and I can go back together, and everything will go back to the way it was before!

Though, one good thing about here is there's no pumpkin.

[Filtered to anyone who knows about her death// Hidden from Shion]
...Please don't tell Shion-Nee about what happened to me when she was gone. She'd over react if she ever found out. And it'd be bad for her to worry too much about me. It's just best that she doesn't find out.
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I could really use some books to read on slow days like these.

Are there any book stores on the upper level, or a library? If so, could I pay one of you to go get me some books?

It seems everyone is being freed from these dreams.

Although the tattoos are there, at least they won't have any more trouble sleeping, right?


( Private to CCIS House Residents//Unhackable )

[ooc: And...we can has Saji in CB house now. Haha go me. -flail-]

July 6th already~?

Amshel, Solomon, I do hope you remember to throw your beloved little brother a suitable party on Monday~~~~ You really did get here just in time, it would be a terrible shame to pass up the opportunity to celebrate me the continued existence of one of your own now that we've been reunited, wouldn't it? ♥

The Lieutenant's condition remains the same.

( Private to self // Viewable to Power blocs )

This week has been quite busy!

Simon, I got employment in Pizza Hut! Lelouch is very kind, I think I'm going to enjoy working for him very much.

Oh, and I made many new friends! I've spoken to Nill, and I've met Soma, Giovanni, Yin, Allelujah and Graham on the Instant Messaging chatroom. I promised to teach Nill cooking, and she said she would teach me sewing. Soma says she is not in the best condition currently, but she promised to teach me baking as well. I can't wait!

The week has been quiet, but Nill says she thinks that something bad might happen. I really hope it doesn't turn out that way. What do you think, Simon?

Satoko has returned! She seems well, so I'm glad for that.

Not much going on lately. We hired a new cook, Nia, I think her name was. Her cooking is...unique. I'm really not sure if hiring her was such a good idea.

I think those nightmares are still around, but more people are posting about being free from them, and the tattoos. Nii-san still has them, though...why is he still affected while the others have recovered?

...Nii-san said we should do something together. I look forward to it.

[ooc: strikeouts = private to self // unhackable]

OW.

I pricked myself again!!

Pricked yourself! Pricked yourself!

Be quiet, Haro. You're lucky, I haven't kicked you out yet. Man, I still have some more to go. 3...no, 4.

Darn!! It's great that Shiki's helping me and all, but I'll never be able to finish in time!!!

I hate sewing.

You know, I almost resent you for doing what you did without knowing anything, knowing that I was at the end of my road and ready to go and you were the one with a future ahead of you who could have grown up and chosen your own path. I resent that as much as I still want to end it, I can't because you didn't die for me only to have me give up so quickly.

There's no other way I can thank you for your stupid unwanted sacrifice and your naive acceptance, so I... I'll do it. For you. And even though I can't, I'll try my best to be who you thought I was.

I hope you're in a good place and that you know what you mean to me.

The tattoo is gone now. I thought I was a goner for a second there.

Allelujah, how are you doing?

[Private//Hackable by close friends]

Kanan and Alle were right. She was mad at me for blaming myself. I forgot she could kick that hard. My leg is all bruised from it.

I never realized why the coloring was making me so sick to my stomach until that moment. Funny, it didn't bother me so much on her. She really could make the most unpleasant things seem like nothing with that smile. I'm glad I had the chance to see it one last time.



..No, it wasn't the last time, was it? heh. I'll have to give Allelujah a heads up on that one.


I didn't think letting go would be that relieving in the end. It is better for the both of us, after all.

I'll live my life the best that I can for you, Amy. Even if we can't change the world...at least I know I'll be able to keep that promise. I won't let you down. ♥

Down to my knees. Another day, two at the most left.

But I think I finally understand now. To want to see her, but to be afraid to see her. That's why I can't find her. Right?

...It's up to her to judge me. I can't assume.

Just once. A hello and goodbye. One meeting. That's all I ask for.

Then, my mind should be settled.

Proud or ashamed...I wonder? ...heh. Nervous.

It is true.

I inherited my eyes from my mother.

Private to Self // Hackable to his friends

Daya.

Be well.
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[ooc: HE LIVES! \o/ ]

So I've been hiding ever since Tex's birthday... I've died once... no twice... no just once. Damn it, I've lost count. Regardless, I've died already and I'm not so sure I'm willing to do it again right now. So, hiding out seemed like a good idea... Until I realized that it would probably only make things worse...

So here I am, Tex. I forgot. I fucking forgot, alright? Do what you want with me... But if you can, make it quick. I don't really want to feel anything if at all possible. Oh yeah, and don't let anyone near my body. I finally got this fucker back, I don't want anyone messing with it while I'm gone.





[OOC: I has de interwebs! Came home today and the cable man had been by, so... LUCKY ME! Hiatus over. <3]

Dominic.

I want a tattoo. On my back.

You're going to give it to me. Don't whine to me and say that you can't. I hate it when you whine and are useless.

T-they're...gone? They're gone! T-the bruise/tattoo thingy! It's gone!

They were right...talking to him helped though...

Ano...I'm still tired though...

Since I'm back from this ridiculous dream-trip, can someone update me on what has been happening? I would like to know just what in the world is going on with those who aren't chasing shadows of the past.

Any information is appreciated... unless it is about personal love issues. I'm not interested in that. Rubedo and Albedo give me enough of a headache with their issues.